what we deserve

I feel like loser, why can’t I win when I want to?

Why can I reach that top of the stairs when I want to??

Why can’t I get what I want when I really want to???

I keep questioning in mind, what did I do wrong?

Was I a bad girl?

Obeying none of your orders than I kicked off?

Still wondering, what plan you have for me…

I’m waiting…

Till I understand I will get what I need, not what I want